September 11, 2011

Dylan starts his new school tomorrow. He's a bit nervous. Actually, very nervous. Poor kid. I put him to bed at 7:30ish. He's still awake up there. He does know a few kids, so I'm praying he'll connect well. Of course, I want him to have the best education possible, but I also want him to enjoy his school. I want him to have friends and laughs and inside jokes, etc. etc.

Jasmin....I'm not sure she completely "gets" that she's not going to school.....Next week might be rough. LOL. I plan to keep her too busy to think about it! We'll see if that works. I figure, she can't really scream for the entire school year, right? Right?

Our church just started up with all their children's programs. They had lunch to eat and inflatables for the kids and even some games with prizes. The kids had a great time. We're excited about what they are going to learn, especially in Awana.

I'm also starting with two different Bible studies. It's hard to explain, but I still feel a bit of disconnect at church. The people are great, but I don't feel completely plugged in. Sometimes I just feel so awkward going. Only time will help that, I know.

I had a bit of a pity party this weekend. Just feel like I can't keep things caught up around the house. And I lose patience with the kids. Feel like a less than wonderful mom/wife. And then I think about what the anniversary of today is, and I know that I am whining about such stupid things.