October 19, 2001

My brother just had his first child yesterday--technically his wife did, but you know what I mean. So excited for him. They will both make great parents. The delivery was long and stressful for both and she ended up with a C section. But he says she's recovering well.

One of the first questions my brother texted me was "should I tell dad and how?" How sad for my father. That my brother had to ask that question and that I actually understood how he felt. Anyway, I gave him his cell phone and suggested he leave a message. I pray that I will never get so bitter in my life that I cut my children and even grandchildren off. God help me keep short accounts!

Also, I felt so sad for my brother. One of the happiest days of his life and he has to "go there"--he has to even think about it.

I'll have to post a picture of little Stephen and Dylan side by side (as a newborn). They look so much alike!