Deceit

Pastor talked about deceit tonight. And while, I don't believe I try to go around deceiving everyone; I do believe I deceive myself often. I think I'm "okay". I deceive myself into thinking that's enough. Then, I project that false image to those around me. Like I have it all together, but truly I don't. But I truly want to be better every day. I want to be closer to God, a more attentive wife, a more patient mom, a better housekeeper, a much better friend. When you write it all out like that, it seems like too much to attempt. But I know God will help me chip away at the list.
Presently I'm studying the book of James. It talks about practical Christian living. My lastest challenge verse was about the double minded man & that he will not be blessed by God. Help me, Lord, to be single minded in my life.